Friday, July 15, 2011

Mindbogling...

I think I just had one of the stranger ones last night. I'm still not sure if there were 4 parts or 6 parts to this dream, but I do know that in one, Silvia Fine was a professor I had in a college class..... and I'm not even IN college.....

The first part was that I was following a group of people through a rather clean looking sewerage system as they were trying to get back to somewhere after looking for something down there. What threw me off about it was that I wasn't really there. Like, they never asked me to do anything. I was more or less a floating entity that they did not sense (or so I was thinking), but I was sill able to see everything in perfect clarity.

Somehow, I was pulled out of that scene and through some walls and then I was in a camp that was far away from the equator. I can tell this because there was snow everywhere, but it was a light snow, and where people walked, there was a hearty strain of grass that was growing. I saw a small boy about 10 to 13 year old and he was asking his father, who was about 33 I would say, why they were throwing the village a festival. The father said, "because it's something we should do. The people here haven't had a good time in a while." In the background, I saw a strange contraption that looked like a baler for straw or hay, but it was like a large bowl with poles in it, that were being stirred in a circle. Somehow, this made bales, but I don't know how. I stayed here the longest, why I don't know, because I was able to explore around the 'vilage' which was fairly expansive, and I found out that they have their own sewage system. which worked fairly well.
After coming around to find the boy and the father again, they were almost done with the setup of a small fair. Like one for a small community of about 400 instead of a community with 33,000 people in it. This time the boy came up and petted my head instead of just ignoring me. I don't know what happened after that because I was then dragged to another place and another time.

This one was strange. It looked like the room I had my biology class in, but it was split into two levels and about 3 times larger. I was a little bit older (now finally in what I can only think was my original body) and on the second level, which was at about a 45 degree angle, to what the professor had designated as the front of the class room. What really scared me was that the professor was Silvia Fine, and she could teleport... Scared the mess out of me when she teleported next to me for having a sliced up snickers bar on my desk so I wouldn't pass out. Then we had a conversation about that and came to the conclusion that we were both hypoglycemic. I don't know either, so don't worry if I've lost you by now.

Then after class got out, I walked out the door, and into yet another dream. Two of my friends (yes they're gay, no I don't have a problem with them) were having a nice dinner date, and when I looked at myself, I was in a suit holding a microphone. there was a small band behind me, and so I decided to go over to my friends and play a song for them. When I opened my mouth, You Never Know by Clazziquai Project came out. It was a simple and marvelous scene which had floating candles of all things. After the song was done, I smiled and hugged both of them and they asked me to sing another song for them. It was like having a private concert with their dinner and I was more than happy to oblige them.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Dream A Dream....

And you may not understand it at all. This dream I had was one of the more... bweildering dreams I've had in a while.

I was at Brandie and Jane's old townhouse, and everyting was packed up except for the things that couldn't be packed. Jane and I were watching TV while Brandie and Chris were in Brandie's room, studying for a test. The only thing different about what the rooms looked like was that the paint on the walls was darker, and the ceilings were taller.

After we had gotten done watching the movie, I went back to brandie's room to see what was going on. I wasn't met with "go away" when I knocked on the door, so I went inside. They were siting on opposite ends of the bed and giving the other a quiz on what they studied. After a few minutes of watching then, I started hear a scratching or knocking sound at the back door. I asked Chris and Brandie if they were able to hear it too, but they said that all they heard was eachother talking.

I left them to their own devices and went to the end of the hallway. I could hear it louder now, ad realized it was coming from the back door. Nothing's in the back yard except a small boat and a tall wooden fence, so I was baffled as to what it could have been. I went to the back door and saw that it was an african american woman about 18 to 22 years of age. No one knew anything about her except she looked like she was homeless, and she had an old blood stain on her dingy white undershirt, just above her heart.

I asked Jane if we could bring her in and she said yes, so I brought her inside and took off her thin red jacket she had on. She lokoed a little worse for wear, but she was all there. As I handed her back her jacket, but an envelope and a piece of paper fell out of the inside pocket. I picked it up and gave it to her, but noticed that there was a small hole surrounded by blood through both of them. She hastily took them from me and said that they were nothing, so I decided to 'leave it at that'. After a while of talking and eating (I took her to get somethign to eat from some of the places that were open) I asked her where she came from, but she told me that I wouldn't believe her. When we got back, I asked her to show me where she came from, and she did. We walked out the front of the townhouse and across the street, through some trees and a few shrubs, and finally, after abuot 40 minutes, came to a clearing.

She held her hand out like she was leading me through a door, but all I saw was an old shack in the midle of a clearing.

"It doesn't look like much, but this was my home." she said.

"what happened?" I asked in amazement and shock.

"There was a fire. I ran out andsomeone shot me in the chest...." she started and regaled me with the story of her life.

"So how long ago did this happen?" I asked her.

"about two hundred and twenty years ago.... Go look behind the house." She told me. Around the back of the house, there was an oak tree with a pile of leaves at the base of it. As I dug, I felt hr coming up behind me and putting her hand on my shoulder. I didn't know what she was goign to do with me, but I kept digging into the pile of leaves.

After a few minutes, I found the bones of an arm and turned around. The girl was crying with her hand over her mouth and I put my arm around her.

"may I ask you your name?" I told her.

"Yes. My name is Angela." she said quietly. I smiled at her and hugged her.

"That's a beautiful name Angela. Let me give you a proper burial ok?"

She started crying and told me that no one had ever done that to her. She had seen so much change about where she used to live that she didn't know where she was. after i got done burying what I could find of her skeleton, about 4 feet deep anyways, I started to feel her disappearing. I hugged her again and told her that I'd be trying to find her again in a next life, or in paradise. She smiled and said ok, and then walked into the tree. After a bright light died down, I looked around and could see nothing but me, alone in the woods.

A whoosh of steem came from behind me, sounding like it was from a steam engine, and tehn I heard Angela again.

"Thank You." I heard from all around me. I couldn't do anything but stand there and look at the sky, and cry a bit.

After taking a few hours to pay my respects to her, I walked back to Brandie's townhouse, just... a little more humble than when I left.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Weber Grill 2011 commercial full song and reactions

Yes, I did really just get the song from the Weber.com website. How you get it is you go to Weber.com -> United States/English -> Grill Out -> Download Freebies -> Music Download: You Light Me Up -- Full Version. You can allso get the 30 second remix version from the same location.

Once I got this song, I started dancing in my chair so hard that it will never support my bum the same way again.

The lyrics are below, brackets [ ] denote male background singer, Scottish Brackets { } denote second male lead singer, parenthases ( ) denote female singer:

Didn't know
Couldn't see
What was around
The corner for me [c-c-c-corner for me]

Light me up up up up up up up up up up u-u-u-u-u-up (oh yeah)
You know I like to dance [oh yeah]
You know I like to move (That's what's up)
I like to get down on with some let's get crazy atittude. [let it go]

Now I'm looking out my window
HEY! What a sight to see (let's go that's right)
All my friends and neighbors, they're waving back at me.

Saying HEY COME DOWN [aw yeah]
What you waiting for? PARTY'S GOING ON!
And we could use some more.
OPEN UP THE DOOR! And come on over now.

What you waiting for? [that's right] (let's go!)
What you waiting for?

You light me up! ([light me up])
You stomp my wild [stomp my wild]
Put on something right there from across the room (aww you take me higher) you took me higher.

Ay!
Feels so good [Feels so good]
Feels so right [feels so right]
Mix it up the beat tonight
Let's go now, let's go now!(Let's let it loose tonight)

[You stomp my fly] Throw it down and get all crazy
Shake it all around now don't be lazy [You take me higher]
Pump it up! Make it loud!

The music's here now move the ground. [awwwww!] (yeeeaaahhh)
Take it to the street celebrate the beat. [feels so good]
Turn it on up and feel the heat. (come on yeah!!) [let's go wooo!]
Swing your body side to side, have fun with it.
Just take a ride.

The kickin' bass a thumpin'
The beat is hitting smart (you know it)
Everybody jumping and the feeling's rocking it off the charts.
(ohhh yeah!) Now we're throwing something grand
A little back beat from the band. (come on)
Let's shake this down, upside down, it's time to take a stand. [hello]

singing HEY! COME! ON!
Now look at you. A PARTY'S GOING ON! [yeah come on]
Until the break of dawn.
HEY! COME! ON! [aww yeah]
A PARTY'S GOING ON!
What you waiting for?
Show us waht you got because we know the moves you got are hot. Yeaahh

The light's in ya eyes ([Light me up])
Took me by suprize ([Stomp my fire])
Now let's clear the place, I wanna be, is with you here right next to me. (take me higher)
Something's special in the air ([Feels so good]), so let's let go like we just don't care.
Flippin the movie
Doing the flow (Let's get it through tonight)
You can't deny it
Here we go!

Check me out my legs are moving [Light me up]
Dance real smooth gotta keep it grooving
Take it fast
Take it slow [Fill me up]
Shake it all day come on let's go (ohhhh you know you take me higher)

[It feels so good] Can't get enough of these crazy moves
Slide on by now that's real smooth. [Come on]
Throw your hands up in the air. (let's put it off the life)
Bounce on down let down your hair.

You light me up ([Light me up])
Stomp my fire ([Stomp my fire])

([Fill me up])
([Take me higher])
([Feels so good])

{come on let's go}
Feel so good, feel so free,(let's get it off tonight) loving you here next to me

[You stomp my fire]
Here we go
[You fill me up]

You took me by suprize
[You take me higher]
[You fill my cup]
Let's rock this town
[It feels so good]
[It feels so right]
{[Come on let's go]}
{come on}
{come on}

-end-

The entire song is 2 minutes 48 seconds.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Recurring dreams that reveal more

You know those dreams that keep eroccuring? This one, I've had before, a few years ago, but I didn't know that there'd be more to it.

It started with me living near a fwe friends of mine, Jane, Brandie, and Chris I shall call them in this. Brandie and Chris were out of the house, at someplace that i don't know of yet, so it was only jane and I at her house. We were in the living room, which had some sky lights in the vaulted ceiling. The ceiling for the living room itself was vaulted at about a 70 degree angle, and ended about 25 to 30 feet in the air. About 10 to 15 feet up were the sky lights. In contrast to the living room, the kithcen's ceiling was about 9 feet high and flat. The resulting wall had a large stenograph on it about 8 feet tall by 10 feet wide, and the HVAC registers in the wall flanked it. The sunlight that came through the skylights shined onto an offwhite or beige wall and highlighted the brilliant blue accents on the wall.

Off into the kitchen, it was a very open area, with an average sized island in the middle of it, but it was a little dark in there. From what I saw, it was a nicely appointed kitchen, but it probably just didn't have the lights on, and suprizingly, I couldn't turn them on even though this was a dream still. The backspask was a smooth stone or granite and the cabinets were a cool dark chocolate color. The countertops on the other hand were slate I'm guessing. They didn't look like any countertop i've ever seen before, but that'sthe best of an educated guess that I could make. To the right of where I walked in, there was a blue louvered door that loked like it went to a closet or something.

When I opened it, it wasn't a closet at all. Instead it was a moderately sized bathroom about 6 feet wide by 10 feet long. The lutrene as far as I could see, had its own small alcove at the end, with a window beside it that extended the length of the wall. I was able to see myself int he mirror and saw that I had a haircut and looked a bit older. I'm not exactly sure on how much older I was, but it wasn't that much older. As i looked around the bathroom, I saw another louvered door that I realized was a linen closet with shelves for more towels. Above the tub was two heat lamps which looked very nice to sit under.

Through another louvered door and I was in a hallway. And not going into the hallway like one normally would. I was at the end of a hallway that went straight in front of me. I saw immediately to my right that there were some stairs , so I went up those instead of going directly in front of me. It was strange, because when I got to the top of the stairs, it looked like a studio of some kind for me. I had no idea that I had moved in with Jane, but when I looked closer, I found that there were some clothes that looked like they belonged to my boyfriend, but I had no idea how they got there. I only saw a few shirts that I didn't know if they wre mine or not, but everything else looked like it was mine. I saw that I had bought a new for 2011 24inch iMac, but the sound system on it was of my own design, with a yamaha reciever and what looked like some custom speaker grilles for some $25 speakers that I had gotten from Walmart a few months ago. I sat there and listened to some music that was on it, and found that Lady Gaga's I'm On The Edge With You was on there, so I left it on repeat.

Now, I'm not sure if this is a sign or not, but after about 25 minutes, one of the speakrs started smoking and finally caught fire, so I had to put that out and I just threw the speakers themselves into the trash after everything was extinguished, but I kept the reciever because it was about $350. After that I looked at the clock and instinctively went to the closet and got out a blazer and slacks for something. It looked very nice, but i had no idea what I was doing now.

About 20 minutes later, Jane looked me over and said that I looked terrific, doing some last minute adjustments to the outfit before I was able to be sent off. I went to my truck, which ironically looks a lot like a certain white Chevrolet Tahoe that my family currently has, and I hopped in and started the engine. While I was exiting the neighborhood, somehow, the right front tire failed and I slid down a hill, rolling it about 8 or 9 times. After the truck stopped, I looked around and saw that I was on a bed of cut logs about 3 feet long, but the truck only had a few dings and dents in it. Then, I felt something begin to give way under me and scrambled for the rear tailgate. As I was crawling out, the truck slid off the logs, and onto a road under us that I didn't know existed. As it slid down, it crushed it's nose into the tarmac and landed on its tires.

I looked down at it and scrambled up the hill again to change into a spare outfit and get what I thought was my car, and this time it turned out it was (I forgot how I got the Tahoe, that part wasn't in this particular dream). I got in the house through the back, and changed quickly, grabbing my keys out of the pocket and started a red and tan 2004 Subaru Outback Sport. This time, I was able to make it across town to my boyfriend's apartment complex. I'll call him Ashton.

I ran up the stairs to his apartment, and when I knocked at the door, his mother opened it. I looked at her with a big smile and a loud "hello" and asked where Ashton was. She let me in and directed me to his room and went back to sit at the breakfast nook and talk on the phone to her friends. I knocked on the door to ashton's room, who promtly opened it and gasped the same time I did. I was stunned at how well dressed he was. I looked at him and laughed, asking him what happened. He told me that I scared him, dressed like I was a rich hitman. I laughed harder and took him by the waist and kissed him deeply, telling him that I missed him. He stared at me with a smile on his face and blushed like he always did when I held him. I looked him over and complimented him on how he looked. As we walked out of the hallway, his mother looked at us and started joking around with us. We just laughed and went along with it after I realized she was working on her third pina colada.

We bid her goodnight and walked down the stiars to the car, where I unlocked the doors and opened his for him, then I went ot my side and slid into the seat. I sat there for a second and looked at Ashton, smiling a little and kissing him again, whispering into his ear, "You look beautiful tonight." He blushed again and giggled, kissing me back and holding onto my hand as I shifted the car into reverse. When we got to our destination, his hand had moved to my thigh. I didn't mind though, We pulled off into a parking stall and I got out again to open the door for him. It was a large building with a lit façade taht looked like a 1950's theatre. But after we went through the doors, we saw taht it was an Opera House. We slipped out of the stream of theatre goers and went to the restrooms, which looked stunning.

Even the bathrooms oozed class here. The door was black laquer and was slightly heavy to those that were used to smaller doors. Once we were inside, it looked like a hotel's reception area more than a common restroom. The walls were a rough cut stone with shiney black partitions drilled into them to mark where the lutrenes were. On the wall farthest from the door, there was a hearth with a vased plant in it. It was a nice touch to the entire place, and lightened it up a little. At the top of the walls was a long strip of accent lighting for the entire room, which showed off the stone ceiling with every peak and crater. The mirrirs even were bordered with a thick black laquered wood on it, but the carpet looked straight out of the '70s with it's straight cut and glossy orange color.

After we finished, we went to the door and ran into one of my friends from highschool. After we chatted it up in the doorway for about 10 minuites or so, we exchanged contact information and walked back to the theatre. The way there was familiar to me, but just in a new skin. The doors were black, the walls white, the lighting on the walls a sort of dim yellowish color, that added to the effect. Every 6 feet or so, the floor stepped up to another platform about 5 inches taller than the last. Finally we found our seats in the fifth row and watched a good friend of mine perform.

Once the show was over, we went to dinner and went to Jane's house again. I really can't remember this part that well.


We undressed eachother and went to the japanese style bath house that I had built in the back yard. After bathing for about 2 hours, we dried off and walked back to the house, taking in all the sounds and sights of night and looked up at the moon. It was large and round, so much so that it looked like it was much closer than it really was. After we got inside, we both laid on my bed andheld eachother close, happy to me in eachothers' arms and happy that we could do this.

As I drifted off to sleep in the dream I started waking up in my bed. Once I got my bearings, I wrote it all down in a notebook for me to put up here.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Lortab, Yellow Shirts, Heavy People, and Milkshakes.... oh my

I'm at my friend's house right now. She's tripping on liquid lortab from getting her tonsils removed, and in the 30 minutes I've been here, she's done made me fall on the floor laughing about 4 times.

When I got here at approximately 10:40pm, she did not know where she was and thought she was a fairy on a ski lift in Colorado. She opened the door perfectly, but when she walked off, she started stumbling and staggering towards the bathroom. I knew it was a good idea for me to come over here, since she couldn't walk in a straight line. It was kinad sad that this is happening because of her getting her tonsils removed. Today marks day 3, and so far my friend is having a low grade fever and hallucinations. When I got in her house, she asked me if I know how to use a blender. It's pretty easy, but I can see why she was asking me this. Then she asked if I wanted some, and that's when she lost me.

"Milkshakes you dumb fuck!", she yelled at me in a high pitched, yet soft voice. "oh..... ok.", I replied, slightly confused. while I was making us milkshakes, I had a lapse in thought and asked her if milk goes in them. I know what you're about to think, but what was goign through my head at the time was, 'How far gone is this woman?!" well..... the answer I got back was rather funny. "I have no idea where I am and even I know that milk goes in milkshakes! These are milkshakes you idiot! These aren't something like lava shakes!!" she tried to yell at me waving at the lava lamp. I just backed away and smiled at her.

Then, that's when the bottom fell out and she started gonig on about the cast of Heavy and how the yellow team's shirts are a travasty and a terrible tragedy. She then went on to say that they will evolve into fat pikachus and the world will forever be taken over by giant mice that fire electricity from their cheeks. This rant went on for aboutan hour and then she let it run on into Intervention, which she is now watching and sitting on the recliner silently. She says she's ok, so I'm pretty sure that she's just tired now, which is a good thing. Now she's just having a time, sitting on the recliner. I hope she gets better fast. She's just spaced out now and I've been here for about an hour.

*sighs* ahhhh friends. They make our lives special.